"Twistied"

(taken from the CD “Ära der Finsternis”, 2020)

Emotions clash and impressions collide
Eat my mind and feel the pain inside
Just left to bleed, abandoned I stand
Freedom in a way it was never meant

Am I afraid of what’s to come,
or be satisfied with the end?

Is this the point of no return?
Put my hands into fire, get myself burnt
What’s to do when there’s seemingly no way out?
Slowly understanding what agony’s all about

Am I afraid of what’s to come,
or be satisfied with the end?

Once by your tender touch I was embraced
Now it only feels, like falling from grace
Seems the abyss is yearning for me to take
Will death await or do I just get awake?

Twisting in a vortex of thoughts of you
Engulfed in madness, slipping through
Maybe my salvation lies beneath
Maybe there I can find my release

(Ron, written while twisting in a vortex of thoughts, in the year 2020)