"Sailor"


(taken from the CD “Dekade(nz)”, 2010)


Drowned in myself
I’m drifting away
A sailor
on the seas inside
How can I live
without control
Don’t know where to go
Don’t know where to hide

The more I try to refuse
the more worse it gets
Only a matter of time
until I’m fully wrecked

Pain won’t go away
It’s now a part of me
like a thorn
molesting my flesh

Drowned in myself
I’m drifting away
A sailor
on the seas inside
How can I live
without control
Don’t know where to go
Don’t know where to hide

The blind will lead the blind
When all days are gone
A pale infinity then will rise
Soon I will be gone
I hurry to set the sails
Forward we go
Straight into eternity
The only way I know


(Ron, written on the seas inside, in the year 2009)