"Borrowed Time"

(taken from the split-LP “Leuchtfeuer einer transzendentalen Singularität” with Repuked, 2023)

"So this is how you feel? Is this the reason for yelling all the time?
Don't blame that fuck on me, when you are out of line…

You don't know what you want!
The wrath inside still blurs reality
Distrust and refusal!
Everyone around seems to be the enemy
All those years of trouble.

Now you realize that life's just borrowed time
Stream of life has washed away the past.
Maybe you're the next in line

Are you...afraid...of what's to come?

A lifetime just thrown away
Nothing gained up to this day
All those faded years
you cried a river of nameless tears

Life is just a glimpse of time, you now see it passing by
Comprehension's too late, now as you are running out of time“

(Ron, written iwhile running out of time, in the year 2021)